Mais dès que Françoise était auprès de moi, un démon me poussait à souhaiter qu’elle fût en colère, je saisissais le moindre prétexte pour lui dire que je regrettais ma tante parce que c’était une bonne femme, malgré ses ridicules, mais nullement parce que c’était ma tante, qu’elle eût pu être ma tante et me sembler odieuse, et sa mort ne me faire aucune peine, propos qui m’eussent semblé ineptes dans un livre. →
But the moment that Françoise herself approached, some evil spirit would urge me to attempt to make her angry, and I would avail myself of the slightest pretext to say to her that I regretted my aunt's death because she had been a good woman in spite of her absurdities, but not in the least because she was my aunt; that she might easily have been my aunt and yet have been so odious that her death would not have caused me a moment's sorrow; statements which, in a book, would have struck me as merely fatuous.